I literally try everything to get you to realize that I’m feeling like you don’t give two fucks about me. It doesn’t matter that your friends know you love me and that you “never stop talking about me” when you can’t make ME feel like you love me. I do so much for you and ask for nothing in return and I make that as known as I can but the least you could do on your own accord is make me feel appreciated for trying to be so helpful and for sacrificing what I sacrifice.. it just doesn’t feel balanced out. And I don’t mean in material ways, I don’t want you spending money, I don’t want you driving or using your gas on me. I want to feel like I matter and like the things you say to me apply all of the time. Not just when you’re saying them. I believe everything you say but it definitely fades away as you don’t act them out or show them except for the 10% of the time where I’m so happy that you’re doing something nice to/for me and I get so thankful and call you sweet and tell you I love you etc etc etc ….
I just don’t know what else I can do
Its like fighting for something that’s one sided although I know you love me
Just wish you could show it a little more so I won’t ha e to feel this way all of the time
What’s asking for a little love
Or chasing after